Gw dipecat

it's one of those moment, when you are just at the lowest point of your life, kata2 itu mengantam dada gw, like a very BIG JACK HAMMER !! and it wont get out of my head, it repeated it self like a pirated CD,.. a bit susah untuk melukiskan perasaan itu, perasaan kosong, gak berguna, sesak bernafas, seperti ada puluhan buku ditumpuk diatas dada, pikiran kosong, gw jalan pulang dengan pikiran kosong, gak ada hal lain yg gw bisa pikirin

Hal pertama yg gw lakukan adalah gw telp temen2 gw, temen2 lama yg pasti, gw bahkan gak bisa inget temen mana aja yang gw telp, i just pick up the phone and dial some unclear number siapa aja yang penting bukan dari tempat kerja yg sama, ngomong gak jelas, ngeracau aja, mencari cara untuk mengalihkan pikiran gw.

I'm so depressed I just cant describe it, luckyly it's all just a dream of mine, a trully very realistic dream, bener2 mengerikan banget - I woke got getting depressed.. my relief it's only a dream.

Gw dah tau sih sebab kenapa gw bisa mimpi kayak gini, sebelum gw tidur gw sempet baca2 artikel di internet mengenai steve jobs, terutama ditopik dimana steve jobs di PECAT dari perusahaan yang dia DIRIKAN sendiri !!, bayangkan di pecat dari perusahaan yang dia dirikan sendiri, can you imagine how that feel !!!, pasti mengerikan banget !! and akhirnya steve jobs bisa mengambil alih Apple lagi, GOOD for Steve Jobs

Steve Jobs is one "BENGIS" person, the name steve jobs comes up in my life coz my Bos and a good friend of mine, is reading his book, so it triggers me to search it on youtube, and i found it, the speech of steve jobs at Stanford graduation.. trully BORING !!!!, he read it from a long line of paper,.. yet the content is so amazing... kebayang gak, dia baca dengan dengan nada flat, namun kata2 yg keluar dari mulut dia walau flat penuh dengan mimpi, emosi dan ambisi,.. trully inspiring !!!

I cant discuss many topics bout steve jobs since I havent read the book, I only heard his speech once,.. so my suggestion is, go and read some steve jobs book, I know I sure will read one

Never been fired in my whole entire life and just having a dream of it, scares the hell out of me !!!, but if me getting fired is a wake up call for a better me,.. than so be it.. I'm ready for the challange !!! :)

btw fotonya keren ya ;p he he he he, thank u mas riki-fotonya keren